Post by msboku on Jun 9, 2007 19:55:28 GMT -5
Sam was restless.
She began to pace wildly.
She had such feelings for the Doctor and wanted so much to make what they had more, but he wouldn’t. He couldn’t. It was driving her mad.
How could she deal with this?
She sat down hard on her bed.
How could she continue like this?
All she wanted to do was to be with him.
Every time he walked by she could smell his sweetness.
Her heart would race.
She just wanted to wrap her arms around him.
Hold him.
Kiss him.
Be one with him.
‘What am I doing to myself?’ She took a heavy sigh and lay on her bed.
‘Forget it Sam!’ She said.
She closed her eyes for a moment when she heard his soft-spoken voice call her name.
‘Sam?’
She looked at the door. How dare he stand there with those blue eyes? Looking at her.
‘Yes?’
‘May I come in?’
How dare he be so thoughtful?
‘I suppose. Free country and all that.’
Sam sat up and the Doctor sat beside her.
‘I’ve been thinking about things regarding,’ He paused. ‘Us. I have been a bit unfair to you.’
Oh now he’s thinking of my feelings! Of all the cheek!
‘I do care for you a great deal.’
Oh great now comes the “but” and tell me why it won’t work.
‘I haven’t been taking your feelings into account and I just wanted to apologize.’
Sam was confused
‘Um, ok.’
The Doctor reached out and touched her face. Sam closed her eyes at his touch. She opened them to see the Doctor smiling at her.
‘What are you doing?’
Oh please, don’t stop.
‘Sam, I haven’t done this because I don’t want to hurt you.’
Please hurt me. I can handle it. I can.
‘I know how much you want this.’
Oh God no. I can’t cry. Not now. Not over this. Not in front of him.
‘I’m really no good at this sort of thing.’
If I close my eyes it might not hurt as much.
‘So,’
I should be the one to tell him to sod off! I should-
Sam was taken by surprise when she felt his lips against hers.
She opened her eyes for a moment to see if it was real or her imagination.
The Doctor pulled back. He could see the joy in her eyes and smiled at her happiness.
‘Was that all right?’
Are you kidding?
‘Yes.’
And she moved in and kissed him back.
Her thoughts faded as she became entangled in the moment.
She had goose bumps all over.
He eased her back on the bed and kissed her on and around her neck.
She ran her fingers through his hair.
She could feel his hands all over her trying to quell her goose bumps.
His hands now were exploring her breasts.
How did he unbutton my blouse so fast? I mean I knew he was fast with his hands but that was unbelievable.
She followed his lead and went for his cravat, which already had gone missing.
His lips once more connected with hers as he freed her from her blouse.
She unbuttoned his vest and shirt and removed them.
He kissed her neck.
He moved to her breasts, removed the bra, and ran his hands over them as if it was his first time doing this. But he was enjoying it as if it were a present on Christmas.
He put his head down and suckled her breasts, nibbled them played with them with his tongue and nose. It was like he was testing them out.
Sam didn’t care. She wanted more. And so did he.
His hands moved down her sides to her pants and slid them off with little difficulty.
She arched her back.
She heard the rest of his clothes fall to the floor.
They were there together.
She could feel his every move.
Everything he did made her tingle with pleasure.
He was enjoying this. Enjoying her enjoying him.
Her hands roamed over his body. He was soft. She rolled over and kissed his supple cream skin. She kissed all the way to his midriff when he took the top position again.
‘This is for you Sam.’
His tongue bathed over her body. He ran it down and stopped at her stomach.
He would then alternate kissing and licking all the way between her legs.
Her back arched up as the passion over took her.
She was feeding off the sensations.
He returned to her lips. He was gentle but firm.
‘Relax.’
She could feel him entering.
She let out a gasp.
Slowly he moved in and out. He kissed her and caressed her breasts.
She was all-afire from his touch. She was swooning with delight.
‘Yes. That’s it he spoke.’
Her breathing became harder and quicker. She could feel her heart beating through her chest.
His hands locked in hers as his thrusts became quicker.
‘Open your mind to me. Let everything you’re feeling pour out over me. Let me feel you.’
She did as he asked. She opened her mind. She could feel him as well.
He was becoming a part of her.
She was becoming a part of him.
Her body was reeling with excitement. It was building up to the ultimate pleasure.
She could feel it.
Pulsations.
Throbbing.
Moving rhythmically.
They were joining mind, body, and soul.
‘ Just there.’
As a wave of ecstasy washed over them, they became one.
She was in heaven, riding the ultimate high.
She didn’t want to come down.
After what seemed an eternity, but not long enough, she could feel herself returning to her former state.
This was how it should be.
Something didn’t seem quite right.
She looked at the Doctor and heard a loud noise. A ringing.
Sam bolted upright and grabbed and threw the alarm clock against the wall.
She looked around the room.
The Doctor wasn’t there.
She looked down at the floor.
She was fully clothed.
She lay back down.
‘It was all a dream.’
Sadness overtook her face.
‘I don’t know how much longer I can do this.’
She lay back down, hugged her pillow and silently wept until she fell asleep.
She began to pace wildly.
She had such feelings for the Doctor and wanted so much to make what they had more, but he wouldn’t. He couldn’t. It was driving her mad.
How could she deal with this?
She sat down hard on her bed.
How could she continue like this?
All she wanted to do was to be with him.
Every time he walked by she could smell his sweetness.
Her heart would race.
She just wanted to wrap her arms around him.
Hold him.
Kiss him.
Be one with him.
‘What am I doing to myself?’ She took a heavy sigh and lay on her bed.
‘Forget it Sam!’ She said.
She closed her eyes for a moment when she heard his soft-spoken voice call her name.
‘Sam?’
She looked at the door. How dare he stand there with those blue eyes? Looking at her.
‘Yes?’
‘May I come in?’
How dare he be so thoughtful?
‘I suppose. Free country and all that.’
Sam sat up and the Doctor sat beside her.
‘I’ve been thinking about things regarding,’ He paused. ‘Us. I have been a bit unfair to you.’
Oh now he’s thinking of my feelings! Of all the cheek!
‘I do care for you a great deal.’
Oh great now comes the “but” and tell me why it won’t work.
‘I haven’t been taking your feelings into account and I just wanted to apologize.’
Sam was confused
‘Um, ok.’
The Doctor reached out and touched her face. Sam closed her eyes at his touch. She opened them to see the Doctor smiling at her.
‘What are you doing?’
Oh please, don’t stop.
‘Sam, I haven’t done this because I don’t want to hurt you.’
Please hurt me. I can handle it. I can.
‘I know how much you want this.’
Oh God no. I can’t cry. Not now. Not over this. Not in front of him.
‘I’m really no good at this sort of thing.’
If I close my eyes it might not hurt as much.
‘So,’
I should be the one to tell him to sod off! I should-
Sam was taken by surprise when she felt his lips against hers.
She opened her eyes for a moment to see if it was real or her imagination.
The Doctor pulled back. He could see the joy in her eyes and smiled at her happiness.
‘Was that all right?’
Are you kidding?
‘Yes.’
And she moved in and kissed him back.
Her thoughts faded as she became entangled in the moment.
She had goose bumps all over.
He eased her back on the bed and kissed her on and around her neck.
She ran her fingers through his hair.
She could feel his hands all over her trying to quell her goose bumps.
His hands now were exploring her breasts.
How did he unbutton my blouse so fast? I mean I knew he was fast with his hands but that was unbelievable.
She followed his lead and went for his cravat, which already had gone missing.
His lips once more connected with hers as he freed her from her blouse.
She unbuttoned his vest and shirt and removed them.
He kissed her neck.
He moved to her breasts, removed the bra, and ran his hands over them as if it was his first time doing this. But he was enjoying it as if it were a present on Christmas.
He put his head down and suckled her breasts, nibbled them played with them with his tongue and nose. It was like he was testing them out.
Sam didn’t care. She wanted more. And so did he.
His hands moved down her sides to her pants and slid them off with little difficulty.
She arched her back.
She heard the rest of his clothes fall to the floor.
They were there together.
She could feel his every move.
Everything he did made her tingle with pleasure.
He was enjoying this. Enjoying her enjoying him.
Her hands roamed over his body. He was soft. She rolled over and kissed his supple cream skin. She kissed all the way to his midriff when he took the top position again.
‘This is for you Sam.’
His tongue bathed over her body. He ran it down and stopped at her stomach.
He would then alternate kissing and licking all the way between her legs.
Her back arched up as the passion over took her.
She was feeding off the sensations.
He returned to her lips. He was gentle but firm.
‘Relax.’
She could feel him entering.
She let out a gasp.
Slowly he moved in and out. He kissed her and caressed her breasts.
She was all-afire from his touch. She was swooning with delight.
‘Yes. That’s it he spoke.’
Her breathing became harder and quicker. She could feel her heart beating through her chest.
His hands locked in hers as his thrusts became quicker.
‘Open your mind to me. Let everything you’re feeling pour out over me. Let me feel you.’
She did as he asked. She opened her mind. She could feel him as well.
He was becoming a part of her.
She was becoming a part of him.
Her body was reeling with excitement. It was building up to the ultimate pleasure.
She could feel it.
Pulsations.
Throbbing.
Moving rhythmically.
They were joining mind, body, and soul.
‘ Just there.’
As a wave of ecstasy washed over them, they became one.
She was in heaven, riding the ultimate high.
She didn’t want to come down.
After what seemed an eternity, but not long enough, she could feel herself returning to her former state.
This was how it should be.
Something didn’t seem quite right.
She looked at the Doctor and heard a loud noise. A ringing.
Sam bolted upright and grabbed and threw the alarm clock against the wall.
She looked around the room.
The Doctor wasn’t there.
She looked down at the floor.
She was fully clothed.
She lay back down.
‘It was all a dream.’
Sadness overtook her face.
‘I don’t know how much longer I can do this.’
She lay back down, hugged her pillow and silently wept until she fell asleep.